If I Could Turn Back Time…
By: Jacqueline
If I could turn back time
I would figure out where it all went wrong
Was it something I said?
Something I did?
I thought I apologized
I thought I was forgiven
I know I was wrong
I know it was a bad decision
The guilt
It was clawing at me
Destroying me from within
I couldn’t accept what I did to you
But you forgave me, right?
I thought you forgave me
I thought I was forgiven
But you distanced yourself
You stopped talking to me
And as you stopped talking
The guilt came back
The haunting what ifs
The haunting oh nos
And the haunting final thought of
I can’t lose you
If I lost you
I would have nobody
I turned him away, for you
I lied, for you
I broke my heart, for you
I stopped my dreams, for you
If I could turn back time
I never would’ve gone ice skating
With him
That one icy Saturday